Ten years from now, everything we are will be history. It won’t matter that I loved you more than I loved myself and it won’t matter that I would have set the world on fire if you had asked me to.

You’ll be far from here while I won’t ever find enough courage to pack my bags and move across the country. There will still be pieces of the girl you left behind, but there will be things that you’ll never learn to love. You’re eyes are going to be the only thing that won’t change about you, I know this. I know this.

I don’t know that we’ll ever meet again. I don’t know that we’ll get a second chance at this and I don’t know that if we do, we’d be able to call it love again. I don’t know that we’ll be able to love better but for now, this is all we have.

Let’s make it something worth remembering. You’re going to be the boy I tell my children about and I promise, I promise to never compare you to the man who takes your promises of forever and makes them his own because the truth is, there is no one else in the world quite like you. I’m going to fall in love again after you, and I know that you will too but do not worry, the same love doesn’t happen twice.

You were my only, you were the one and although I cannot spend the rest of my life with you, know that I loved you with every piece of my aching soul.

Letters I Shouldv’e Written To My First Love // thewordsyouneverunderstood (via thewordsyouneverunderstood)

Put the petal to the mental and daydream. #BeMoreTea
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Just filled out my health insurance forms!

yeah!!! fucking around with health insurance forms!!!!

I hate when people complain about “oh health forms are stupid they want my biological sex instead of my gender!!!!” or “they only have male or female!!!”
There’s a reason for that, you dumb fucks, and they’re referring to biological sex
Different health risks are present in different sexes, and whatever gender is in your head does not change the fact that if you were born female, you have a higher risk for certain cancers and osteoporosis, and if you were born male you have a higher risk for heart disease and often a shorter lifespan than a female.
In other words, your biological sex is an important factor in health and health insurance, and your special snowflake status doesn’t change that.

Coulda said it nicer but it’s true; it’s about health.

No. There gets a point where nice doesn’t work. There’s too many stupid ass angsty teens on here that are gonna get themselves seriously hurt or sick because they wanna be a special fucking snowflake. Lemme tell you a thing. Doctors don’t give a flying fuck what you identify as. All they want to know is do you have two X chromosomes or an XY? Because cancer and lupus and certain medicines don’t give a flying fuck what pronouns you use. This is about your fucking LIFE. stop being angsty for TWELVE SECONDS because when you’re in an ambulance or going into cardiac arrest or whatever the situation may be, it’s ESSENTIAL that you get your head out of your ass long enough to tell them your BIOLOGICAL SEX that you were BORN WITH. It literally may save your life.

This is so important.


Ernesto Bautista - Masses [Masas], 2009
Transparent lighter filled with blood

omg ew but

my tissue box


Decided to re-do and change a little an old moth I did about 11 months ago.

looking hella rad

why was there an eyepatch in my pocket